So my younger sister informed me today that she described me as a tough cookie with marshmallow insides. I guess that is pretty appropriate.
I know I put on a harsh outer wall, and try my damndest to not let anyone in. I don't do this because I really don't want to let people in. I do it because I have been hurt, a lot. I guess you could say it is a defense mechanism.
When I was younger, I was pure sugar inside and out. I was also very naive. I let people walk all over me, and trust me, they did!
I do not want to come across to anyone as a bitch, because, I really am not.
A little twisted? You could say that. It is all really a matter of opinion. Some of the things that spark my interest are, I admit a little dark, but, that is who I have always been.
I have too big a heart to ever intentionally hurt anyone.
I have worked for quite sometime now to be an ice queen, as I have said before. I think I am failing at it. That is okay with me.
I am in a happy place right now, and am very happy with what is going on in my life. Things are starting to fall into place in many areas, and it's about damn time.
I have decided to let go of the past 100%. I am not going to let the people that hurt me continue. They are history, just a bad memory.
Its a great description of you, 100%. I am glad that you are in a happy place right now, and that things are working for you. I love you and am very excited for you Bon bon! <3
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