I came to a conclusion today, that part of me always knew, but denied.
Don't ask me why I denied it, I just did.
Now, I do not want to get into too many details about how I came to my conclusion, but I will tell you today was a very important, yet scary day for me. I have never been so terrified in my entire life, than I was by today's proceedings.
Also, there have been other things over the recent past that have also led me to such a conclusion.
The conclusion is this... I am a fighter.
I do not mean that in the violent sense like I would kick someones ass (well I may, but haven't yet) I mean it in the way that I stand by my beliefs, and by what I feel is right, and by what I want. I do not under any circumstances back down EVER!
It unfortunately has taken a lot of pain and suffering to get me to this point, but in a way I am grateful for that. I really wouldn't want to be anything but a fighter.
I am proud that I stand up for what is right, and I don't back down from what I want!
It takes a lot, even in today's society to be a strong, independent woman, and I am very proud today, to say that I am one!
Peace and Love
B
