In about one months time I will moving.
To a new home, in a new state, surrounded by my love, and a bunch of strangers. People I have never before met, and who, I am sure, have already formed an opinion of me. (I have a feeling I am already hated)
Should I be nervous, or excited? I am a bit of both to be honest.
I am leaving all I have ever known.
Leaving my friends,
Leaving my family,
Leaving my town.
In part, this is wonderful. I can have little to no contact with those I cannot stand. I can pretend I have fallen off of the planet.
I know there are many I will miss, but will they miss me?
Will the ones it hurts to leave even register my absence?
I fear in leaving everything behind I am leaving part of me behind.
I am excited to spend forever with the man that I love, and to start our lives together. New beginnings are supposed to be wonderful are they not?
Then why so bitter sweet?
Peace and Love,
B
