I am tired. I am hurt.
I can't be everything to everyone, while being nothing to them at the same time.
I want to feel like I matter, and like I belong.
That is not happening, nor do I feel like it will.
I am not depressed, just unwanted.
The people that claim they care do not.
Insincerity cuts through my soul.
I feel like the joke in my own life.
Still lost, not returning.