Walking Forward Not Looking Back

All my life I have wanted to make others happy. I always thought that it was a good quality to have. Sadly, that quality of mine has bitten me in the ass many times. 

With age and experience we all learn that our youth was spent behind rose tinted glasses. We learn who we really are, and it is not always the person we thought we were. 

Many times it is another person who shows you this in your journey, or at least opens your eyes to it. 

Some people in your life are going to want to bring you down when you are up, and, like many of you, I have allowed them to do that. 

From this point forward, I am going to allow myself to continue to move forward in my life and not look back and let circumstances or people from my past bring me down.  I am determined to be me, take it or leave it. 

I may not be who the younger version of me thought I would be, but I am happy with the person I have become. 

There are many people responsible for my present outlook on life, and although many of those people brought me pain or misery, I thank them in a way for turning me into a stronger version of myself. Also, I thank all of the people who have treated me with respect and kindness, without them, I would not have had the will to keep going. 

To all those I love, and will love in the future, thank you. 

I named this blog "Lost In My Return Of Saturn" after the astrological change that affects your life every 28 - 32 years. I truly believe that my life in some way or another is being affected, in a positive way! I can finally allow myself to be happy with something good going on, and for that I am thankful.

So, to the past, and the people I will not be journeying with anymore, I say goodbye, I have no intention of looking back, thanks for the road trip.

To those who have stayed with me, and those who will be joining the ride, Lets crank up the music and enjoy the rest, because who knows whats ahead, and how long this intense ride will last!!!

I promise, we will take a few pit stops and marvel at the worlds largest ball of twine. 

Blessings to all