Two Years Into It

I am two years into my return of Saturn, and still feel lost. 

When I do feel like I am found, and that life is finally balanced and heading in the right direction, I find that I become more lost.

Growth and change are normal. Am I growing as a person? Am I learning important lessons to take on throughout the rest of my life?

I fear I am repeating bad habits in life and in love, and that frightens me.

Should I do a 360 now, before it is too late?

Should I stay on my current path, and spend forever swimming against the current?

I know that only I can answer these questions. I am my own worst enemy, and critic.

Am I strong enough to hold true to me, if I find who me really is?