Purple Haze

I feel sometimes as if I am walking through life in a haze.

I always eventually see the light in the situation, sadly though, I find the light only comes much too long after the situation.

I look back at different periods of my life and see how, if I was then, who I am now, things would be so different now.

I wish right now that my future self from 10 years from now could come visit me and say "B, do not do x, y, and z, but whatever you do, make sure you do a, b and c, oh, and by the way, that thing your worried about, stop, it all turns out great!"

I wish I could, in my current state, go back in time to the me from 10 years ago. I would give her so much advice! I would change my life so drastically .

I do believe that life takes you where you need to go, and you suffer so that you can learn. There are however some things that I know that I could skip over, and still be the me that I am, and know what I know.

Who knows what the future holds. Maybe though, if my recent dreams hold true, the future will be magical!

Peace and Love,
B